LONER

On my back, you whisper
how miserable I am
how egoistic I am
how I am going to end
with no one nearby

You yearn for gold
Which is nowhere in sight
Unperturbed I walk
Watching Moon in the Sky

MELANCHOLY

Lighting up my night
you are so close yet so far
a yearning, a love unexplainable
Do you ever give a thought??

That under the shadow of stars
My melacholy sings
with a wounded heart

NICE STORY

This is a story I read somewhere....

Two Monks were walking together. They came across a stream.Nearby a woman was also standing  waiting to cross it,but afraid to do so. So one of the monks picked her up and crossed the stream carrying her on his shoulders.

The other monk became anxious because his friend had broken the rule of the monks i.e. never to touch a woman. After walking certain distance, his anxiety got better of him and he asked his friend:
Why did you carried her on your shoulders???? You have broken the rule of monks...

The monk replied: I left her at the edge of the river, are you still carrying her?

LET GO.....

Narrator is taking the wheel..trying to control it..when Tyler shouts "Let go..Just let go..."

Letting things go is as difficult as it seems easier. Of course letting something go is easy as compared to obtaining it the first time. However "letting go" is not difficult because of emotional reasons, it is more because of the "stigma" attached to the "monkly" behavior of letting things go.

For example, you may resent the person who abuses you day and night, still you want to be with him not because you are attached to him. It is because of the reason that you cannot stand the society without him. Because then you will be seen as "weak" who was kicked out by his abuser. You must have let go...but to your own further "downfall"..

No wonder as soon as the narrator leaves the wheel and "let it go"...he got into an accident..

BREAKING THE ICE

Senior recruiter from a firm sitting across the table with a poker-face expression is not exactly a ghost who can make your heart-beat stop. Still facing an interview gives a feeling similar to what an American soldier must have felt in the midst of bombs and bullets at Normandy.
I do not understand, whether he is sitting to know about me or to threaten me.Whether he is a psycho or a sadist who loves terrorizing people with his condescending smile...
I can open up myself far more if he is friendlier, but "breaking the ice" is not exactly in his lexicon. In fact probably he loves that ice...and looking for someone who is similar icy... who can be comfortable in that ice...for a warm guy (he thinks he is getting "cozy" because he is a weakling)
World can be more simpler if every guy across the table "breaks the ice"...but before that he will have to "melt his ego"......

A DREAM LAST NIGHT

Last night I saw a dream...I was dead...blissful...away from all my earthly worries and concerns. I saw people near to me crying. Why??? I enjoyed my time on earth..Rejoice...for I am free from every worry now..

They were saying that I passed out early and couldn't "enjoy" my life. But how can even a king can be happy if a sword ifs left hanging over his head by a horse's hair??? I was free from everything and that is why I was happiest...

Rejoice...for I am happiest now...do not grieve...for I am not in grieve...I do not want a funeral with all that crying...instead just a nice remembering and few humorous incidents we shared together..

WHY SO SERIOUS ?????

Joker with holding knife in the mouth of a Gangleader and chanting "why so serious???" like a mantra does not exactly evoke humor in you (as a matter of fact, it is one of the most "horrifying" scene of the movie). Yet not only that gangleader or Joker but we all too are "dead serious" all the time and even without a blade stuck in our mouth.
An image of a successful person on his "autobiographical book" is not of a happy , but a person who is "seriously looking" at something at which his photographer told him to look at.
Parents tell their children to be "serious". Bosses tell their employees to be "serious". Is "seriousness" equal to success or commitment. Or if humour equals a crime ??? If I crack a joke , would I be imprisioned in a "Non-laughing" nation like North Korea??
 Much of what I laugh depends on the episode of Two and a half men today, not on "comebacks" and "witty replies" because the other person might take my comments "seriously".
If humor is "dead" today??? Perhaps not commercially. But still I love you joker.. I found you funny in that scene..

JUST DO IT !!!!!!!!!

I am not a great fan of Nike shoes, not any of the sports merchandise either .To me all....Nike, Puma, Adidas all are same..Even though Nike are my favorite, not because I love to jog in the Morning. It is their Marketers and their Buddhist tagline "Just Do it" whom I love more. Anxiey, speculations, even Useless hope are children of inaction. I worry about my achilles tendons and Hip joints only till my father grabs his "magic" wand and pushes me out of my bed.
As I hit the road ( with my Adidas Shoes), everything seems to dissolve. But with sun rising far, new worries start taking up while "hitting" the road...about my office, my Part-time work, etc, etc,
But again As soon as I start my office work,every worry seems to dissolve.
So is it possible that all the worries are the function of my "empty mind". I don't know...perhaps "just doing it" relieves me of all the worries about that task...

Oh my god...I forgot I have a report to present tommorrow...(and ofcourse there is morning jog to do)